Dear Anna Jiang Qian and Abigail Mei,
I don't know how it can; but it does. Just the thought inside my head as I type 'letters to my daughters' takes my breath away.
Daughters.
How happy I am to be your mama.
You are such big girls now. I'm not quite sure how it happened; ten and six. You were just babies on my hips. I carried you everywhere and all the time. Little Abigail I can still pick you up but you and your big sister are showing me the way now. It's your personalities shining through. I'm learning each day who you are and a little bit more of what you'll become. Each day you give me a little glimpse into the future but you still hold my hand. Oh and your hands still feel little in mine.
And you are sweet. Sweet to me, sweet to your daddy, sweet to your grandparents, and sweet to each other.
You are the best sisters. I know you will be life long best friends. You were chosen, put together to be together by God for a special purpose in life. Although His plan is yet to fully unfold I know that walking in His path today and tomorrow will lead you to fulfillment in life; a happiness that the world can not offer you. You have each other and forever love from daddy and I.
Sometimes when I look at you I see the difficult events that you have gone through. Abandonment, newborn months and months in an orphanage, a chronic disease and food allergies. But you remind me every day that those things make you stronger. More patient. They give you a more loving heart. And a faith in God so great that it's the core of you. They are parts of your life that I would take away in an instant if I could. For my childhood knew no pain as you've been through Anna or daily struggle as you have Abigail. But no one in the world I believe can feel love so deeply as you do Anna and no one in the world has more empathy for others than you little mei mei.
You are both a gift to your daddy and I. We cherish you. We love you. We adore you.
Love, mommy xoxoxo
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